To end
IN A BANG
where will I be when the sirens call my name
On the top of the black mountain
SHOUTING MY NAME
hoping
that just maybe
the shouting stops
I know myself to be my savior, my martyr
I love myself not for myself
but because I have no choice
but to refrain from despising the vessel which my soul inhabits
my soul which inhabits my body
my mind which hates my heart
my heart, driven to insanity by my mind
I’m on the edge of the cliff of the black mountain
I come closer to the edge I never reach
I know not what to make of myself
I know not who to blame
I know not when to end this all
BUT I WANT THIS ALL TO END
Tell the sirens to travel to my solitude
My golden cage
Tell them to lure me to their traps
and I shall willingly be deceived
maybe at the end of my death
it will all end
in a bang